Days to go...

3 more days to go... Broooooommmm...
4 more days to go... Whose birthday leh?
10 more days to go... I'm terrible at remembering birthdays...
11 more days to go... Time for a new beginning...

I'm so excited! XD

Fickle mindedness

Fickle minded? Yes, I know that this word describes me well. Before those encouraging words that I got from my friends, I really disliked blogging so much ever since I encountered those anonymous attacks. Yes, and that is before those words of advice came in. I want to make it clear that I really appreciate what you guys have said. It’s like this invisible hand that suddenly pulls me out of this gloominess that I’ve been having. And maybe some of us have no idea how a simple word of encouragement or even a thank you have an impact on others. But in the reality, it does matter. A simple act of kindness is just what it takes to make this world a better place to live in. And no. I’m not preaching nor am I a saint. I’m just speaking out of experience. My dad even said that by blogging, you are actually revealing your personal stuff to outsiders and that is like inviting trouble at times. And I believe that. But I shall be responsible for my own decisions. Whatever happens, let it be. Avoiding the source of the problem is not the way of solving it.

So, do you have any idea what I’m about to say? Yes! I’ll be blogging again. Some of you said that you enjoyed reading what I write. Thanks. That’s encouraging. Yeah, and I’m also sure that some think that it’s boring. Never mind. Whatever it is, you guys are still free to comment. This includes the anonymous attacker. I’ll not be filled up with rage anymore. I’ve learnt how to let go and stay positive.

I’ve been reading a lot of articles in the Internet for the past few days. And you know what I google-ed? Well stuff like, “Why people hate their lives”, “Why people cyber bully” and also “Why people…” yada yada. And yeah, there are a lot of stories that made me think. Some of them tell us how they stood up again, each time they fall when they are met with troubles. It may not take a short time. But God has His ways of helping us. I know I’m not anything like a devoted Christian, but reading these articles has really made me seen what He is able to do for us. That is why, as I have said, this is really an eye-opening experience for me. I mean it. If I have not met with this attacker, I would not have realized that no matter how hard we try, we are still subject to criticisms. I wouldn’t have realized how a word of encouragement is so important. I would not have realized how to forgive and forget. I would not have also realized how dangerous it is when rage has taken control of our minds. And most importantly, I wouldn’t have realized that religion and God means a lot in my life. I finally understand why Sha is so passionate about going to CF or church on every Sunday while I, as my usual lazy self, would either sleep till late afternoon or go out to anywhere else but the church in the past. Now I know. Yeah… I know some of you are already feeling sleepy with my sudden burst of “preaching” by now. Well, you are still reading until this line? Kudos then! Hehe

Anyway, results for SAM will be out in another 4 hours! Wish me luck!

To whom it may concern

I am going to post this post as rational as I can. No foul words. No nothing. I think hatred has overcome me for the past few days, so much so that I am unable to differentiate between what is right and what is wrong. Two wrongs won't make one right. I have finally come up to a rational mind that what I have been doing, which includes retaliating at the commenter's comments by posting even nastier posts, is not right. Yes, I admit that. Thank you Jason for helping me to regain my rationale.

I would not think this as an unfortunate event for me but it is really an eye opener for me. I finally realise that no matter how much you do, there will still be others who will be dissatisfied with you. You cannot please everyone around you. I agree that I used to be very sensitive to words. That's why I keep on replying with even nastier comments. But I've been doing a lot of thinking these past few days. People slander others when they feel inadequate about themselves, and what more if it can be done anonymously, that would be even better. I'm sure no one would say that they have never gossiped about others before. I myself do that. But we have to bear in mind that nothing comes without any consequences. In each of the nasty post that I have posted to counter this anonymous commenter, I have replied with rage and I really dislike it. Life full of hatred is not what I want.

So, I won't make this long but to whoever who did it, I shall forgive you, disregard of whether you expect it or not. I am also sorry for all the nasty remarks that I have made for the past few days. I will not let this childish experience burden me. As for you, it depends to yourself. It's your life, you make your decisions and you have to live with it. I will not carry this hatred with me as it is really tiring. But just remember this. Sticks and stones may break my bones but words can never hurt me. You can keep on posting those comments as you like. I'll lift the ban on your IP address so that you can continue posting if you want. I will not bother to post anymore new nasty comments or posts to react to your comments. But I have to say, I'm really tired of all these. I'm not going to blog anymore and I'm going to remove this blog permanently soon, after you have gotten the chance to read this. I hope that I get my message straight out to you and for whatever I did that displeased you in the past, I'm sorry for that. That's all. Thank you.

Designer brands

Recently, I read a magazine and in it, it gives us two websites where we could actually check the right pronounciation of designer brands. Yup. I know. Mispronouncing the names could sometimes cause us major embarrassment. It could be one of those social blunders that we all brood at, especially when you are surrounded by fashion conscious and classy people! It is also not until I start college that I get some of the names right. So I hope that these websites may come in handy for you guys, just in case who knows, if you become a fashionista in the future or simply just for everyday conversations. :) Well, here are the links:-

http://fashion.about.com/cs/designers/l/blpronounce.htm

http://hauteconcept.com/2008/07/31/fashion-101-how-to-pronounce-designer-names/

The first link is actually audio enabled. So you get to listen to the right pronounciations of the designer brands. The second one only has words to teach us about the right pronounciation. Whatever it is, enjoy stepping in to the world of couture!

Movies

Watched Twilight last night in One Borneo with a couple of classmates. Well for those of you who haven't watched it, it's about a vampire who falls in love with a girl. Well, I think that the story is quite nice. Just that I was hoping that the vampire would bite the girl's neck in the end so that she can become a vampire and become immortal and thus live forever with him. Haha. Anyway, hoping for a Twilight 2. Because the other villain, Victoria is still alive!

Anyway, the mall looks kinda creepy when all shops are closed at night. With those mannequins displayed in the display windows of the shops, one could easily mistake them for a human. Furthermore, with my short sightedness, things become even blurrier with my indistinct vision. At first I saw a person sitting on a chair in the middle of the exit door and I was like what? But as I walked further I noticed that it's just a sticker of a person sitting on a chair that is sticked on the glass door. Silly me. I guess I have to start wearing glasses to wherever I go instead of just wearing them for reading purposes. Hmppph....

Anyway, I guess Wynelle has to start wearing glasses too? Haha. At first she asked me if the couple behind us are lesbian couples. And as I looked back, I saw that there was actually a girl and a guy who dressed somehow like a girl who is actually a guy. Haha I don't know what I'm talking about but I think that it was a guy. Or maybe I got it wrong again? I have no idea. Anyway, I hope that before I leave KK I would be able to have a look at some trannies in Cathay because according to her, they look gorgeous. XD

THE day

Yes, I have this friend. I've known her for almost 19 years. This girl did graduate today. Finally. After 2 years since SPM, she attended her first graduation day. Well, graduation day was okay. But as usual, her hands were all sweaty and she was really reluctant to shake hands with the person who handed her the scroll. Yeah, what's his name already ah? She doesn't know. She just knows that his speech was bad. Anyway, she was commented by the CEO that she was not walking naturally while on stage. Hey! She WAS walking the way she walks everyday okay. So malu la her. I guess I need to teach her how to walk properly. Anyway, she took some pictures for the ceremony.

Taking picture with the future fireman. She didn't know she was being "bunny-ed" during the process until she took the final look at the pic when she got home.

With Carmen. *Wonder if she has brought back home her "Welcome to SAM" and stick it in her room. Hmppphhh*

With Kelly. She just noticed how sleepy she look in this pic.

She's taking picture with her naughty cousin. Look alike meh? Where got. The only thing same is that they both have eyes, nose, mouth and ears la! Oooopppsss!!! I forgot to mention BOOBS. Hehe

Haiz. Taking picture with Tan. Pagi pagi come to school already say he looks very handsome ah, how he styled his hair for 10 minutes ah. I guess he doesn't have a mirror at home.

Afiz the group leader. His hair seems to be getting browner and browner. No wonder. Now I know why so many SAM students dye their hair. Cause he 'lead' them. Muahahahaha. jk jk
Jonathan. Wow. I'm so lucky to have taken picture with this handsome guy. Salivating.

Valennie. Saw reporters interviewing her after the graduation. So syiok! Haha.

Alwyn. The hair this time has even more highlights! How I wish I could do that too! If only my hair is not falling...


Jovin. The guy who's good with figures. Uisheh man. Top in accounting and Maths. Muahahaha

Miss Angie. Yihh... People say that she's pretty and she said I've used those lines before wer. Well, this is because they always work! Muahahaha Anyway, wonder if she remembers to buy my pisang goreng in Likas. Good news everyone! I'm selling pisang goreng from next year onwards! Don't want to go to school anymore! Muahahahaha

Now this one ha. Mr Raymond. My ex-Maths tutor. This is a tricky one. When I took this picture rite, suddenly I felt that one of my shoulder is heavier. Suddenly feel 'berat sebelah'. Then when I looked back, haha, no wonder, his hand is on my shoulders. I hope he doesn't know I have a blog.

Miss Chong. My ex-legal studies lecturer. Haha suddenly I feel so tall :)

Mr Raymond Lai. Accounting lecturer. Heeeheeeeeee... I miss having his class. Very free. And he's very easy going one. Haha

Mr Teh. Maths teacher. His Maths is good. My Maths is bad. No matter how good he teaches, my Maths is still bad. No matter who teach me Maths, my Maths is still bad. This is bad. :(

Well, after that, we went to Upperstar to have lunch. Ordered these few dishes. Forgotten their name anyway.

Actually I didn't want to take pictures of food but since the camera's with me, I decided to snap everything I can. Later we went to One Borneo. Feet ached like hell. These few days, I've been 'practising' on how to wear ladies shoes. Gosh! It's not even high heels. It's just pumps. And my feet was sooooooooooo painful. And I had to take small steps every time to minimise the pain. I just wonder how ladies walk with these stuff. Ah~ Girls!

Busted!

Geez... I can't believe that I almost forget that I have a blog. Well, this is the impact that the holidays have on me. It causes my brain power to degenerate. And what is 1 + 1 already?

Anyways, after 5 days of boredom at home, we went out to shop around on both Saturday and Sunday. My mum bought a few clothes and pants for me on Saturday and when she got back, she said that she would not buy anything for me again since she had already bought stuff for me that day. Well, on the next day, I was still able to work my ways and ask her to buy stuff for me. Hehee Grace and her persuading power! Perhaps I should stop studying and start selling credit cards on the street from now onwards. Who knows I can sell more to those ah pak, ah sam and those sam gu luk po? Nah, then who knows I can sell, sell sell, till my commission reach over a million? *Slap myself* Grace! Stop dreaming! The sun is still out there.

Anyway, well, there was a point when I went into a clothing shop in Merdeka. I didn't know why but my stomach started bloating. It was so uncomfortable. Me, who memang tak tahan punya, went to one corner and started 'releasing gas'. Hahahahahahahaha I can't believe I'm writing this sort of things here. Just delete it from your mind after you read this. I do not need any promoters to 'spread the word'. Well, the story doesn't stop here. Later, there was this Malay salesgirl who went to the 'spot' that I left. Then she suddenly bursted out soooooo loud,"Eh ada orang kentut! Ada orang kentut! Siapa yang buang angin ni?!" And she kept on repeating and repeating to her colleagues. Well, of course, I the honest one, raised my hand and said that I did it. Then she felt touched by my honesty and said that I could by any clothes from the shop for 30% discount.

Hahahahahaha No la. Of course I didn't admit it. In fact I acted dumb and innocent, walked around and left. I was soooooo busted. But how I wish the last part where she gives me a discount happens. Hmpphhhhh...