I am going to post this post as rational as I can. No foul words. No nothing. I think hatred has overcome me for the past few days, so much so that I am unable to differentiate between what is right and what is wrong. Two wrongs won't make one right. I have finally come up to a rational mind that what I have been doing, which includes retaliating at the commenter's comments by posting even nastier posts, is not right. Yes, I admit that. Thank you Jason for helping me to regain my rationale.
I would not think this as an unfortunate event for me but it is really an eye opener for me. I finally realise that no matter how much you do, there will still be others who will be dissatisfied with you. You cannot please everyone around you. I agree that I used to be very sensitive to words. That's why I keep on replying with even nastier comments. But I've been doing a lot of thinking these past few days. People slander others when they feel inadequate about themselves, and what more if it can be done anonymously, that would be even better. I'm sure no one would say that they have never gossiped about others before. I myself do that. But we have to bear in mind that nothing comes without any consequences. In each of the nasty post that I have posted to counter this anonymous commenter, I have replied with rage and I really dislike it. Life full of hatred is not what I want.
So, I won't make this long but to whoever who did it, I shall forgive you, disregard of whether you expect it or not. I am also sorry for all the nasty remarks that I have made for the past few days. I will not let this childish experience burden me. As for you, it depends to yourself. It's your life, you make your decisions and you have to live with it. I will not carry this hatred with me as it is really tiring. But just remember this. Sticks and stones may break my bones but words can never hurt me. You can keep on posting those comments as you like. I'll lift the ban on your IP address so that you can continue posting if you want. I will not bother to post anymore new nasty comments or posts to react to your comments. But I have to say, I'm really tired of all these. I'm not going to blog anymore and I'm going to remove this blog permanently soon, after you have gotten the chance to read this. I hope that I get my message straight out to you and for whatever I did that displeased you in the past, I'm sorry for that. That's all. Thank you.

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